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tj_dragonblade...It's 30 frigging degrees here upon landing. That's -1 for the celsius-inclined.
And I left high-summer weather behind in San Francisco.
God.
*headdesks*
So. I am home. A feeling equally as wonderful as it is sad-for-the-ending-of-vacation.
Some con-goers, I know, were reading porn on their planes home. I managed to write some. And not just the average run-of-the-mill garden-variety yaoi porn, either, no. I of course get hit with a few paragraphs' inspiration for the full-on dragon!sex porn. Which may well have been legible to passengers behind and across the aisle, depending on eyesight and attention. ^_^;
I had such a good time, though. And met many wonderful people. Had issues with my wireless-ness while there, so I kept a written 'log' of con-reporting that will have to be typed up when I'm a bit less tired. The last entry, though, on the plane...eh. I got a bit...emo, I guess is the word, and...it'll probably remain un-typed and un-posted. It was good stuff to work through in writing for myself, though; I just don't know that I want to put it out there for anyone else to see. I had my little breakdown, I wrote through it while crying silently on a crowded plane, I dried up with the little napkin and I went on to write my porn.
It is good to be home, though, for the sake of being home. My boys missed me. All of 'em. I got more and bigger AJ hugs than I have in awhile. Jeff is more Zen and serene than I've seen him in awhile. And he tells me that Nataku and Goujun and Mordred are more excited now than they were the whole time I was gone. He tells me that Nataku specifically spent the entire weekend sitting at the bottom of his tank, but the little dear has been abso-frigging-lutely psycho-spastic ever since I fed him tonight. ^_^ And Goujun's been doing the fluttery-hovering thing in the corner nearest my seat on the couch. ^_^ Makes me feel quite loved, that. All of it. Not just the fish babies.
Now if only my ears would just pop already, I'd be good.
So yes. I'm home safe. To all the folks I met this weekend, here's wishing you the same whether your journey home is over, in progress, immediately forthcoming, or weeks more in the making. ^_^
I so have to do this again next year. OMG I have to. Yes.
Yey Y-con!
And yes I know it's spelled 'yay', but...the very-specific pronunciation bouncing about in my head demands it be spelled with an 'e' instead. *shrug*
And I left high-summer weather behind in San Francisco.
God.
*headdesks*
So. I am home. A feeling equally as wonderful as it is sad-for-the-ending-of-vacation.
Some con-goers, I know, were reading porn on their planes home. I managed to write some. And not just the average run-of-the-mill garden-variety yaoi porn, either, no. I of course get hit with a few paragraphs' inspiration for the full-on dragon!sex porn. Which may well have been legible to passengers behind and across the aisle, depending on eyesight and attention. ^_^;
I had such a good time, though. And met many wonderful people. Had issues with my wireless-ness while there, so I kept a written 'log' of con-reporting that will have to be typed up when I'm a bit less tired. The last entry, though, on the plane...eh. I got a bit...emo, I guess is the word, and...it'll probably remain un-typed and un-posted. It was good stuff to work through in writing for myself, though; I just don't know that I want to put it out there for anyone else to see. I had my little breakdown, I wrote through it while crying silently on a crowded plane, I dried up with the little napkin and I went on to write my porn.
It is good to be home, though, for the sake of being home. My boys missed me. All of 'em. I got more and bigger AJ hugs than I have in awhile. Jeff is more Zen and serene than I've seen him in awhile. And he tells me that Nataku and Goujun and Mordred are more excited now than they were the whole time I was gone. He tells me that Nataku specifically spent the entire weekend sitting at the bottom of his tank, but the little dear has been abso-frigging-lutely psycho-spastic ever since I fed him tonight. ^_^ And Goujun's been doing the fluttery-hovering thing in the corner nearest my seat on the couch. ^_^ Makes me feel quite loved, that. All of it. Not just the fish babies.
Now if only my ears would just pop already, I'd be good.
So yes. I'm home safe. To all the folks I met this weekend, here's wishing you the same whether your journey home is over, in progress, immediately forthcoming, or weeks more in the making. ^_^
I so have to do this again next year. OMG I have to. Yes.
Yey Y-con!
And yes I know it's spelled 'yay', but...the very-specific pronunciation bouncing about in my head demands it be spelled with an 'e' instead. *shrug*
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Date: 2006-10-24 10:23 am (UTC)I understand your decision to not type up the emo!post. But if you were to? I'd be glad to read and help you with it, if it were something possibly helped. Or just sit with you if not. Either way, it'd be welcome.
That's a valid point, but not my only one, so I'll move on:
dragonporndragonporndragonporn TJ I NEED A HIT BAD. ♥
*SQUIRM* Even like. God. some kinda drabble in progress snip anything. nnnngh I need a hit. I read so many 585 fics recently and - more!
oh and ps. i looooooove you. ^_^
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Date: 2006-10-25 12:35 am (UTC)...I might end up sharing it, if only to a very small circle. I'm scared of exposing my pathetic-ness, but maybe that's one of the things needed to start over-coming it. It's...it's a bunch of the long-standing Issues that were there before y-con, and I'm in a very strange place right now of leftover con-squee combined with the coming-down-from-that-high that wants to slide into depression and then all the prime-for-depression factors that were there before I left.
I'm trying, at the moment, to focus myself on the high so I can enjoy it before it's gone completely. After that, the emo-sh*t will still be there. It needs to be dealt with, too, because the not-dealing is part of the Issue.
Not that I mean to be cryptic. ^_^; Just...it's sure to come out again once I've ridden my high to its end.
To the second point: ^_^ I'll have to see what I can do. You remember your birthday last year, when you'd asked for a Jiipu-Hakkai drabble in someone's LJ and I'd asked if I could run with the idea? And started writing the fluffy-sweet shower fic? That one's finally been finished. It's in the beta process right now. And you remember (I hope) the dragon-smut I'd dropped as comment-fic some time ago in your LJ? That's part of the sequel to the just-finished fluffy-fic. What I wrote last night on the plane was a couple paragraphs-worth of continuation to that scene. I don't know if it's enough to count as a 'hit', though. ^_^; Hell, I don't even know how it reads, really, since I haven't looked it over since my emo'd-out half-dead composition of it last night. ^_^;; But I'll see what I can do about finding you a snippet of something to soothe your cravings...
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Date: 2006-10-24 01:16 pm (UTC)And hold your nose then try to sniff and blow out of it a few times. It'll pop your ears.
Glad you had fun at the comm. Did you get any goodies?
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Date: 2006-10-25 12:22 am (UTC)I did pick up four Gojyo x Hakkai doujin, though, and a piece of so-so Goujun fanart that was beautifully composed. My favorite thing, though? The baby!Goujun sketch that
And yes, eventually, the dragon!porn will be shared. After it's completely written. It's part of a sequel to a fluffy-sweet Hakuryuu + Hakkai piece that's currently drafted and in the beta process. So...it'll likely be awhile. But yes. Eventually. ^_^