...I might end up sharing it, if only to a very small circle. I'm scared of exposing my pathetic-ness, but maybe that's one of the things needed to start over-coming it. It's...it's a bunch of the long-standing Issues that were there before y-con, and I'm in a very strange place right now of leftover con-squee combined with the coming-down-from-that-high that wants to slide into depression and then all the prime-for-depression factors that were there before I left.
I'm trying, at the moment, to focus myself on the high so I can enjoy it before it's gone completely. After that, the emo-sh*t will still be there. It needs to be dealt with, too, because the not-dealing is part of the Issue.
Not that I mean to be cryptic. ^_^; Just...it's sure to come out again once I've ridden my high to its end.
To the second point: ^_^ I'll have to see what I can do. You remember your birthday last year, when you'd asked for a Jiipu-Hakkai drabble in someone's LJ and I'd asked if I could run with the idea? And started writing the fluffy-sweet shower fic? That one's finally been finished. It's in the beta process right now. And you remember (I hope) the dragon-smut I'd dropped as comment-fic some time ago in your LJ? That's part of the sequel to the just-finished fluffy-fic. What I wrote last night on the plane was a couple paragraphs-worth of continuation to that scene. I don't know if it's enough to count as a 'hit', though. ^_^; Hell, I don't even know how it reads, really, since I haven't looked it over since my emo'd-out half-dead composition of it last night. ^_^;; But I'll see what I can do about finding you a snippet of something to soothe your cravings...
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Date: 2006-10-25 12:35 am (UTC)...I might end up sharing it, if only to a very small circle. I'm scared of exposing my pathetic-ness, but maybe that's one of the things needed to start over-coming it. It's...it's a bunch of the long-standing Issues that were there before y-con, and I'm in a very strange place right now of leftover con-squee combined with the coming-down-from-that-high that wants to slide into depression and then all the prime-for-depression factors that were there before I left.
I'm trying, at the moment, to focus myself on the high so I can enjoy it before it's gone completely. After that, the emo-sh*t will still be there. It needs to be dealt with, too, because the not-dealing is part of the Issue.
Not that I mean to be cryptic. ^_^; Just...it's sure to come out again once I've ridden my high to its end.
To the second point: ^_^ I'll have to see what I can do. You remember your birthday last year, when you'd asked for a Jiipu-Hakkai drabble in someone's LJ and I'd asked if I could run with the idea? And started writing the fluffy-sweet shower fic? That one's finally been finished. It's in the beta process right now. And you remember (I hope) the dragon-smut I'd dropped as comment-fic some time ago in your LJ? That's part of the sequel to the just-finished fluffy-fic. What I wrote last night on the plane was a couple paragraphs-worth of continuation to that scene. I don't know if it's enough to count as a 'hit', though. ^_^; Hell, I don't even know how it reads, really, since I haven't looked it over since my emo'd-out half-dead composition of it last night. ^_^;; But I'll see what I can do about finding you a snippet of something to soothe your cravings...