Personal Log: TJ Dragonblade

I dunno... I was really sad like everyone else, and at the same time not... He went out embracing all that is *living* in such a grand way, giving himself to life, not to death. Walking to work the next morning I found myself really appreciating the blooming apple trees above my head, and thinking about that "bloom and bloom" line, and smiling. Does that make any sense at all, or am I just that much weirder?
Of course, it helps immensely that we know that this isn't really the end with him.:(