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Am horribly depressed today. The dreary weather factors into it, and the snow flurries out now aren't helping in the least. It's not entirely because fishy died yesterday either, but that's like...like the icing on the cake of this sense of looming Failure that's closing in on me. From several different fronts. Which should probably be explored and explained more thoroughly, but... *apathetic shrug* Perhaps tomorrow.