I swear, this is just insane. The YamaSai bunnies keep breeding, much faster than I can ever hope to keep up. The inebriated porn fic is already longer than any other WIP (except Carpe Diem with it's ten chapters, of course) and longer than all except two of my finished one-shots (those two being GW pornfics). I haven't produced like this in years. What. The Hell. Damn porn muse was never this gung-ho in all the time I've been writing Saiyuki. And I somehow think I ought to be embarrassed that most of my longest works are porn. >_<
And yet, I'm just stoked to have this drive, to be producing, and I'm going to ride it 'til it runs dry. I've already finished the little Oral Fixation ficlet, and need to find myself a beta. The drunken fix-up-Yamato conversation one is growing an additional bit that may end up being clipped off into a second chapter/sequel kind of thing - I guess it depends on overall flow and tone and whether or not further scenes keep growing behind it. >_< The big ol' pornfic needs some kind of ending; hopefully I'll know it when I get there. And it needs a lot of detailing work throughout also, to keep motivations and objections and persuasion and emotional considerations all properly aligned.
And that Moonlight one, the one that I actually think will have the most Respectable Fic value in the end, is patiently waiting its turn to take over my brain again. Never mind the side-piece to the pornfic that wants to be written, and the fluff-bunny that bit while I was reading the manga last night and reached the chapter where they start rebuilding Konoha after Pein destroys it, and the handful of other ideas clamoring for attention. *sigh*
Oh, what the hell. I itch to share:
~~ "I'm often in a position of authority over him. I shouldn't do anything that could be misconstrued as an abuse of that authority."
"Seriously?" Kakashi chides. "Yamato, it's Sai. He wouldn't know sexual harrassment from a hole in the ground."
~~~ Yamato touches Sai's hand gently. "Tell me what you want, Sai."
"I am not supposed to want anything," Sai says, and it breaks Yamato's heart how free of bitterness Sai's voice is when he says it. Root is nothing if not thorough in training its operatives.
"But I am not like that anymore. I am learning to have desires. I want to form bonds and have friends, feel emotions. I wanted to have sex with you, last night."
Yamato reaches gentle fingertips beneath Sai's jaw, tilting his face up. "And what do you want now?"
Sai's dark eyes are intent and introspective. "I want to have sex with you again. I want to be the person you want to have sex with. I want a bond with you that is more than comrades on missions and in battles--"
Yamato muffles the rest of it with a kiss; he's got the gist of it already and it touches him that Sai has taken that sort of interest in him. There's no telling where this will go or when it will end or what will happen along the way and there will certainly be people who disapprove, but if he has the opportunity to help Sai learn anything about desires and bonds and emotions and living a normal life outside of Root then he will take it, whatever the risk.
Sai pulls away from him, frowning. "Your mouth tastes very unpleasant, Yamato-taichou."
"Ah, sorry--I suppose it does," he says sheepishly, rubbing at the back of his head. Vaguely-hungover morning breath doesn't taste so good in his own mouth, at that, and he wishes for a glass of water at the very least.
~~~ Currently wearing nothing but his pants, Sai opens the door.
"It's alright, Naruto," he says, and Yamato can hear that he's practicing his cheerful smile as he says it. "I slept here with Yamato-taichou last night."
Naruto is caught up short in the doorway, gaping; his eyes dart from Sai's placid semi-nakedness to Yamato's barely-adequate towel and back to the random pattern of lovebites around Sai's throat, and then his face scrunches up like he's eaten something very unpleasant.
"Aw, geez, you guys!" he wails, hands waving in front of him spastically as if to ward off the revelation. "I didn't want to know!" ~~~
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I swear, this is just insane. The YamaSai bunnies keep breeding, much faster than I can ever hope to keep up. The inebriated porn fic is already longer than any other WIP (except Carpe Diem with it's ten chapters, of course) and longer than all except two of my finished one-shots (those two being GW pornfics). I haven't produced like this in years. What. The Hell. Damn porn muse was never this gung-ho in all the time I've been writing Saiyuki. And I somehow think I ought to be embarrassed that most of my longest works are porn. >_<
And yet, I'm just stoked to have this drive, to be producing, and I'm going to ride it 'til it runs dry. I've already finished the little Oral Fixation ficlet, and need to find myself a beta. The drunken fix-up-Yamato conversation one is growing an additional bit that may end up being clipped off into a second chapter/sequel kind of thing - I guess it depends on overall flow and tone and whether or not further scenes keep growing behind it. >_< The big ol' pornfic needs some kind of ending; hopefully I'll know it when I get there. And it needs a lot of detailing work throughout also, to keep motivations and objections and persuasion and emotional considerations all properly aligned.
And that Moonlight one, the one that I actually think will have the most Respectable Fic value in the end, is patiently waiting its turn to take over my brain again. Never mind the side-piece to the pornfic that wants to be written, and the fluff-bunny that bit while I was reading the manga last night and reached the chapter where they start rebuilding Konoha after Pein destroys it, and the handful of other ideas clamoring for attention. *sigh*
Oh, what the hell. I itch to share:
~~
"I'm often in a position of authority over him. I shouldn't do anything that could be misconstrued as an abuse of that authority."
"Seriously?" Kakashi chides. "Yamato, it's Sai. He wouldn't know sexual harrassment from a hole in the ground."
~~~
Yamato touches Sai's hand gently. "Tell me what you want, Sai."
"I am not supposed to want anything," Sai says, and it breaks Yamato's heart how free of bitterness Sai's voice is when he says it. Root is nothing if not thorough in training its operatives.
"But I am not like that anymore. I am learning to have desires. I want to form bonds and have friends, feel emotions. I wanted to have sex with you, last night."
Yamato reaches gentle fingertips beneath Sai's jaw, tilting his face up. "And what do you want now?"
Sai's dark eyes are intent and introspective. "I want to have sex with you again. I want to be the person you want to have sex with. I want a bond with you that is more than comrades on missions and in battles--"
Yamato muffles the rest of it with a kiss; he's got the gist of it already and it touches him that Sai has taken that sort of interest in him. There's no telling where this will go or when it will end or what will happen along the way and there will certainly be people who disapprove, but if he has the opportunity to help Sai learn anything about desires and bonds and emotions and living a normal life outside of Root then he will take it, whatever the risk.
Sai pulls away from him, frowning. "Your mouth tastes very unpleasant, Yamato-taichou."
"Ah, sorry--I suppose it does," he says sheepishly, rubbing at the back of his head. Vaguely-hungover morning breath doesn't taste so good in his own mouth, at that, and he wishes for a glass of water at the very least.
~~~
Currently wearing nothing but his pants, Sai opens the door.
"It's alright, Naruto," he says, and Yamato can hear that he's practicing his cheerful smile as he says it. "I slept here with Yamato-taichou last night."
Naruto is caught up short in the doorway, gaping; his eyes dart from Sai's placid semi-nakedness to Yamato's barely-adequate towel and back to the random pattern of lovebites around Sai's throat, and then his face scrunches up like he's eaten something very unpleasant.
"Aw, geez, you guys!" he wails, hands waving in front of him spastically as if to ward off the revelation. "I didn't want to know!"
~~~